Fill me with numbness
dazzle me with visions
draw me into a safe
world  --  happy, alone
    distant

I soak it up
into my body

I am flying
to an oasis in the desert
I enter through a secret door
into a castle with walls
a thousand years thick

I don't know who you are
anymore
or where I am

My only fear is that
it will end

I keep you with me always
but there's never enough

You must never run out
because a living hell
is waiting for me

At the other end of
this dark tunnel